thoughts

My last conv with my Brother.

I got woken by my alarm, with anxiety. I thought I was crying. I touched my cheeks & they were dry. The feeling was so real. Immediately...

& now 2019.

Entering 2018, I joked that I'm undefeatable having experienced "生老病死". Yet, life continued challenging my limits; forcing me to cross...

Kindness

There was one thing my Brother wanted us to remember. That was to be kind. Kind was such a big word, I couldn't find the true meaning....

Warm meaty feeling

Came across this pix while clearing my photos, & got reminded of a warm fuzzy feeling I've wanted to record. Once, Tubby suggested a meal...

Making love out of nothing at all

Few nights ago, I accompanied an old friend in to JB. It reminded me of how precious these old friendships are; a reminder of how...

Love language.

What is your Love Language? I've been thinking of this for some time, and I've finally done an online test. And confirmed my guess! ...

The monster under the bed.

"Don't remove the pillow! The monster will come out!!" "It's okay! You'll protect me." "My way of protecting you is to put the pillow...

I need to lose my tummy.

Photo from 2 years ago. I need to lose my tummy.

We receive, we give.

"Why do i have to suffer while you enjoy?!?" That was my response to his request/instruction to not drink at the pub, just so that I can...

Inflated.

Im so jaded today. So defeated. I have no energy. I don't know what to do. I cry at every thought. I have no energy.

I scared myself today.

My palm hurts. From hitting the keyboard. Have you experience the kind of frustration that makes you quiver? My hands.... they shook...

Sounds from the kitchen

So last night, I heard a ping ping pong pong sound coming from the kitchen, which was just outside my bedroom. I thought of Kor. He comes...

How long to mend a broken heart?

Tubby had work commitment after our late dinner at his place. I was lazy. So i stayed over while he headed out. After bath, I got...

Measure of success in life

So over dinner with Sq and her hubby Sw, he asked, How would you measure success in life? It was a heavy question in the middle of an...

When perfection becomes abnormal?

2013. I said I was abnormal. 4 years down. I am the same. Last night, someone said I wasn't fun. I hate to admit, but I think I am. My...

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